Breathe-Monica
“Right in the thick of love, at times we get sick of love. It seems like we argue everyday. I know I misbehaved, and you made your mistakes, and we both still got room left to grown. And though love sometimes hurts, I still put you first, and we’ll make this thing work, but I think we should take it slow…”
He’s still and will always be worth it.
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you firstOrdinary People - John Legend
I wonder if you really listen out for my call. I don’t really understand how you can claim love, but don’t prove it. Love is an emotion felt by the heart and soul. It is never forced, but when it is forced you can’t prove it. So I say your love is not real. I think you may understand, but not the way I feel and the love I require. You hold me and kiss me and look at me a certain way. Asking obvious questions and playing the role of clueless, when you know what the problem is doesn’t make things better. I don’t want to share your love, I don’t want to feel like I am second to any, I don’t want to be slapped across my face. Never really went through much physical abuse through my life, but I surely did endure much emotional and mental. Not to just point out your flaws and everything you did. This is really a message to let you know that I miss the good times we did have even though I was never completely happy with the thoughts that lingered in the back of my mind. You gave me moments of release from the outside world. But you also put tears in my eyes that I can never take back. You did bring out the best in me, but now days all that it seems like is we are trying to hold on to the memories, when reality is that we are growing up and time tells us to go separate ways. You say you changed, but I know that isn’t possible you feel to obligated to be there for the girls you have built relationships with over the years, which is fine, but hopefully before you enter another relationship you put her first and make her secure. I wish you the best superman and reguardless of how angry you make me I love you
