The thing that sets me back the most is feeling inferior. Its based upon myself and supported by people. I don’t try to hold on to this insecurity, but it wont’t let go. I have been going through a process of reevaluating my life and what’s really important. Last year was the beginning. My first steps to recovery was letting go of people. I’m to young to let my mind be so consumed with feeling inferior to others. I know when I have children, I will never compare them to anyone and anything, because the long term effects are not worth it. The feeling is based upon my reoccurring comparisons and supported by people. I need to not put so much value into irrelevant things and try not to care so much. Feeling inferior has been the strength to my pride and only makes my outer layer harder. On the inside it breaks me down and takes away from my opportunities. I have to learn to let go & feel!!!